We can't ever do this with a gentle nudge.....ummm......let me rephrase that......."I" can't ever do this with a gentle nudge, it's gonna take a push and a shove...unfortunately. That's okay, I'm grown, I'm strong, I can take it. The hardest part of change is recognizing it in whatever form it appears to you and then to put it in it's proper position in your life and identify the direction it will take you. That was a thought full wasn't it!! Ha! Had to go back and read that one again. I'm sticking with it, so I'll give you a few minutes to let it absorb.
K, moving on.....sometimes change comes to us from directions we weren't prepared for. Don't like it when that happens, because then my guard is up and I fight. I'm not afraid to fight.....just saying. What really stinks is when I get out numbered!! Unfortunately, sometimes it's necessary to call in the troops. Why do I have to be this way? I wish God had designed me to embrace change and flow with it. But He didn't. This has served it's purpose both good and bad in my life. I'm just thankful that He has put people in my life who know this about me and love me enough to allow me time and patience for change to take hold.
Not sure if I will ever embrace change. But I am sure that I will never give up on attempting to become a better person, role model, disciple, friend, mother, wife, sister, and woman of God in all the HE desires for me to be. So for now I remain uncomfortably comfortable. For those who push me and shove me are ultimately those who LOVE me.
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